Hi B.Hunt.
I hope things are going better for you now.
I can relate to you alot. I have the exact same thoughts and feelings. One minute i'm ok, the next minute i'm down cause i think i will never get better etc.
Its so hard, and soooo draining to keep thinking this way. But i cant help it. I mean, i will be ok for a few minutes, then the next minute my breathing problems will return, and I try to work through it but it doesn't really get better.....then its just like i'm in a fantasy world also trying to convince myself i'm ok....that its just anxiety. Then these silly thoughts take over me like i have some major health problem and I dont even know it. Oh gosh, it goes on and on. You caught me at a very frustrating time right now. I'm just thinking and thinking and thinking..........i'm just tired today lol
Sorry to ramble. I just feel fed up today. I'm trying to stay strong.
anyhow, my point is that I DO understand what your going through!
sorry that i didnt help :(