Hi Mya,
Unfortunately, as I'm sure you know there are no quick fixes. I'm sorry to hear you're having a really rough time at home today. The best advice we can give you is to continue seeking additional assistance outside the site, participating in the forums and keep working the program.
Our site is full of proof that this combo works. Just browse through, you'll see many of our members have made tremendous progress. Don't lose faith just yet, it can be done!
Hang in there!
Danielle, Bilingual Health Educator