Hi Davit and Red,
Yes you did have setbacks. Just listening to you both describe them made my heart break, its awful isn't it? You both understand and I see that, I guess I will just have to learn to accept them work through them and not get so freaked out.
I had a scary episode about nine o'clock this evening, I ate a sub sandwitch because noone wanted ham after four days of it and I took my dogs for a walk, its cold here in the south about 40 degrees but I dont think that is what caused what happened. My brother called from Ohio and I was talking to him for about ten minutes, nothing upsetting or disturbing just light talk and out of nowhere my heart started to throb, it was a bad one, my whole head hurt really bad, I had to get off the phone, then I felt like I was going to regurgitate, I know in my heart this was NOT anxiety or panic, I had eaten and took my pill, I hope I am not getting sick, my first thought, of course knowing me was "Oh God a stroke" I managed to calm myself somewhat, I did not even want to take a tylenol because of the nausea, it was really strange one minute I am fine the next sick and this one I would bet was not related to panic because I was not upset. Could eating something not good cause a bad headache and upset tummy? I know the upset tummy but a headache? it was a deli sub chicken sandwitch, I have eaten them before and never had a reaction, its kind of scaring me but I am trying not too think about it, I could deal with the tummy but the headache is scaring me, I dont think the cold weather would cause it unless I am not use to it? See what I do I try to figure everything out and maybe thats not good, I hope its just the weather or something I ate and not a stroke, I am a little better now, I laid down an hour but still it hurts, I dont think I will eat that anymore, it seemed really to disagree with me.
I remember Davit saying he had a bad reaction to food in one post, I think he said MSG or something, do you remember that Davit? Did you get a headache and tummy problems? A sub through should not have MSG in it I would hope, that is strange.
I am going to take a bath and try to relax I hope I fall asleep and I can just "sleep through" the headache and tummyache, wouldnt that be nice? Thank you for helping me with you're replies, I think I am understanding better this condition we are trying to survive.