Thanks patrick, Good luck with the move.
unfortunately the 5 or 10 mins that im o.k.ish, right now are being stolen from me by the effects of the drugs, I am doing all I can to hang on in there but am alone, even though my husband is in the house. My Children are grown and I honestly, really think they would be better off without me. They can do without a crazy for a mother.
They look at me as though I'm hard work which i am and of course the worst thing for young people, I'm certainly no fun.
Everyone could get on with happy fullfilling lives if I wasnt in the way.
Saying this makes me feel disgusted with myself.
I am my disabled father's primary carer. Wot would happen to him. I cant check out. I wont. I will keep doing the programe and with the encouragement from the group hope hat we can all pull through. Sorry for spelling, cant see, the tears, oh my, the tears, will they ever stop. Lady, dumpling, hope you are ok.
sign back in lady so we know ur o.k
