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Every time i think of you i think of sparkles and how your eyes must sparkle with so much love and life :)
Sparky, you have inside you the power, the power to be all that you can be, the power to turn your world around, the power to beat this. It seems you get 3/4 of the way there then you slip and fall. What is it that you are thinking when you light that sickarette? What is the junkie telling you when you walk to the store for that pack of smokes? when you hold the lighter in your hand, what is going through your head and does it really make you feel better? I really do want to know what it is you're thinking. What is the Junkie addict telling you? I know you dont want to keep having to start again as how could anyone want to go through the constant withdrawls, once was enough for me.
Some excellent threads have been posted and bumped tonight, please take the time to read them, take from them what you need and discard the rest. You will find them in General discussion.
Sparky, make this THE one. Lean on us and trust that we will do all we can to hold you up but remember we can only do so much and the rest is up to you, reach out, take our hands and hold on tight and dont let go.
Believe in yourself Sparky, i believe in you and i believe you CAN do this.
Your friend
PrincessC :) x