I was reading your discussion and I know what you mean..... It can be terrifying dating but I feel the risk is worth it. I always go by the philosophy it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. But that's just me
And about your house...I get it. It can be crazy and with a big house is seems like too much. Geesh sometimes I get overwhelmed with my litte apartment haha. Take your time and appreciate the improvements you do make. Anyone worth being with will understand.
I like Ashley's questions....they really get you thinking
It's so true. Money can't buy happiness but the way you spend it can definitely help. for instance, I have friends who buy a big house but then they spend all their time cleaning it and maintaining it. It's crazy. I much rather have a little house and take a lot of vacations :))