Hi Barbara,
How have you been feeling? I've been so tired lately. I was 30 min late to work today. I've been having the hardest time waking up in the morning lately. I'd like to blame it on the cold weather. :p
From what we've been through together, I think it's safe to say that what we say to each other is never meant to lead each other in the wrong direction. As you have said about how I've helped you through some dark times, I'd like to say that you have done the same for me. ^_^
If I pressed enough, I think there might be a way to change my parents views on certain things. But I think it's more of whether I want to take that risk. Although at times I feel miserable dealing with our differences, it's something everyone else goes through as well. I know my parents are doing what they "think" is best for me. I want to think of it this way from now on. I will be a parent one day. And what I learn now will help me become a better parent. If I didn't go through alot of what I went through and will go through in the future, I don't think I'd be able to learn from my experiences. Like... When the time comes, I'll know that I'd have to let my kids go and let them live their own lives.
haha... Does anything I've said make any sense? I want to believe that everything that's going on is just another way of God teaching me and training me for my future. The bible says to give God all my troubles. I'm still learning to do so. But the few times I've actually done that, things seem much easier. But I have to say.. It's so hard to let go.
Anyway, how's your therapy going? And.. we haven't heard from Kitn in a while. I hope she's doing ok. It's getting REALLY cold out. Stay warm!~
