Hiya Goofy,
Thank you so much for the reply. You have no idea how much your compassion, your kindness and your support are welcome, needed and how grateful I am. I have felt lonely with this. Your reply, was the first time I have felt truely understood in a while. Thank you so much.
I have a meeting with the head of my department thrusday.I feel nervous but I think it is the right thing to do. I have spoken with my husband and he said he is behind me whatever I choose. He thinks I should postpone my studies a bit longer so I can do them right, the way I want to do them. He is very supportive to me.
I spoke to my dad. I was afraid to but he was super nice and supportive and he thinks I am taking good steps by contacting my head of department.
Now I have to speak with my mom. It scaresme. I am afraid to be a let-down for her.
I also need to call my doctor. She is so tough to reach.
Oh man, and I have to speak to my thesis director. Man, I don't know where I will start...
This is so bad. I hate this! >.< What if my thesis director doesn't want me anymore!!! >.<
I am so sad and afraid...
I feel so lame and horrible.
Anyway, I will go. I am being a complete downer.
This will get better! And thanks again so much for your support goofy!
P.S: I changed my video to the song Answer by sarah Maclachlan. The lyrics, especially the first verse makes me think of my husband. It makes me think of what he means to me. He says stuff to me that sounds like that all the time. That song somehow makes me feel better. Hope you enjoy!