[quote][b]Don't Settle for Less in Your Life[/b]
Nicotine addiction taught me a lot of things...none of them good.
Smoking changes us, and those changes happen gradually, over a long period of time. In fact, the personality shifts we experience due to nicotine addiction are so subtle, most of us don't realize our cigarettes are responsible for them.
Anxiety is a common problem among smokers. I had my fair share of it throughout the last few years I smoked. I thought the tension I felt was simply the result of increased pressures and responsibilities in my life. I thought it was a "natural" part of aging, in fact. It wasn't until I quit smoking that I began to understand just how much addiction had influenced my belief in myself; my self-esteem.
Nicotine addiction taught me a lot of things, none of them good. It taught me to avoid dealing with life by hiding behind a smoke screen. When something stressful happened, what did I do? Light a cigarette so I could think it over, of course! By the end of the cigarette, I often decided to let whatever it was go - and sometimes that was not a good choice. Smoking taught me to avoid, and avoidance breeds tension. I was teaching myself to settle for less by not dealing with life head on.
Smoking taught me that I was weak. I felt powerless to quit. As much as I hated smoking, I thought I couldn't live without my cigarettes. And there was that nagging worry in the back of my mind that I was killing myself slowly, one cigarette at a time. I was in a constant state of subtle turmoil. It was such an awful way to live, but I settled for it for a very long time. Nicotine addiction does that to a person.
The blinders finally came off and I quit smoking. Why? The tension in my life created by smoking had become unbearable. That's what it took for me to quit and to stick with the recovery process until I was free. And so I began my journey to freedom.
That journey has taught me a boatload of lessons, some of them hard, but worthwhile nonetheless. One that stands out at the top of the list sounds deceptively simple, but the impact on our lives if we take it to heart is profound. It is this:
Don't settle for less in your life.
Smoking is a way of settling for so much less than we deserve. It's self-destructive be
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