Suzanna,
Firstly, congratulations on getting your masters! That really takes a lot of hard work and dedication, so give yourself a pat on the back. Don't stress too much about finding a job at the moment. You need to take care of your mental health first. Plus, you don't want to take a job just because. Just take your time and look around. The smart companies will realize what a pot of gold you are and beg for you!
If you are concerned about waiting 2 weeks to see the doctor, you could tell them it really needs to be sooner. Most of them are very accomodating and will find a way to fit you in. In the mean time, just keep posting and telling yourself that you will be ok. I know at times it doesn't feel like it, but the storm always passes. The weather really plays a big roll on my moods as well. I am in southern cal and the sun is out and it's very warm! Maybe you should take a trip down this way and enjoy this mild winter!
Kitty
