Into my 9th day, while I don't actually crave a cigarette, or feel what I believe to be withdrawal symptoms, today is difficult.
I don't want to smoke, I don't know what I want to do. Another post sums it up well. I feel empty.
I understand the cause, as well as understanding that this does pass. Its tough, but I still won't smoke.
I want to scream and shout, sob and sleep. This too shall pass, its all part of the process.
Am I mourning the passing of my smoking habit, the one that held me prisoner for nearly 25 years? Yes. I won't lie, I miss it. But still, I won't smoke.
This does get easier.
Cheers, Jan
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 8
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 254
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $72
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 28